How not to ask a girl out.

Hey beautiful,

If you're reading this, I might have said something like I'm falling in love with you all over again. I know. I bet you're pretty surprised. Shocked would be a more appropriate word. Sorry, I had to type this letter and print it out. My hands are shaking as it is. Don't be too hasty to judge me. All everybody needs is a chance. If you could read on, that would be awesome.

I'm your number one fan.The one you sometimes talk to on your sad and dark days, a cheerleader on days when the world seems to be against you, and I am also the one on the sidelines dismissed as the close friend and never the guy who might actually be the one. The shock-absorber or as a friend of mine said a Panyo. I'm not complaining. I am actually grateful that you trust me. I am grateful for the chance to help ease your burden. I'd do it again in a heartbeat.

You make me want to dream big. I've told you that a few times before. And this is me dreaming the biggest dream. Hoping to fulfill it. Starting with this letter. Well actually starting when I told you how I feel.

I know you are scarred and afraid. I am too. You know that all too well. But love is full uncertainties and these unknowns make love worth it. All I need is to be given a chance to get you to take that leap of faith with me. We might get bruised and hurt on the way but it is all part of growing up. And I really want to grow up and grow old with you.

I wanna eat cheese ice cream with you. I want to grow a garden full of lilies and to give them to you just see that sparkle in your eyes. I want to take long walks and talk with you. I want to teach you how to ride a bike. I want to dance with you. I want to know how it feels to hold your hand. I want to know how it feels to love and be loved back.

I know you have plans and goals. Go reach for them. I'll be here cheering you on. I know you want to go to places, send me pictures. Better yet, maybe I could come with you.

I am not promising anything. I am not perfect. I am no prince. I am surely falling in love with you. Maybe that's all you need to know.

I may have crashed into a wall falling in love with you again. But for you, I'll do it a thousand times over.

Sincerely,
Me.

P.S.

If you still want to talk after reading this maybe we should get coffee somewhere. If not, then I'm surely gonna miss you.